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A millions words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears I know because I've cried.
wow i miss him!
wen i saw his arm around another gurl, the tears started rolling down my cheek.
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[30 Jan 2005|02:14pm] |
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michael broke up with me. = (
im heartbroken...again! ugh i hate this! all i do is cry for guys..it sucks so much!
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[18 Jan 2005|09:38pm] |
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yea i havent updated in a while..but its cuz i dont really have anything to say!..okay well next week its gonna b 4 months for me and michael = ) im really happy me and him r still together! i luv being with him..but anyways i want a new hair style but i dont know what 2 do! anybody have ideas??
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| .christmas eve!. |
[24 Dec 2004|07:18pm] |
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hey guys..well rite now im in new yorkk! ive been here since monday and it was kinda snowing but then it stoppedd but my parents wanted to come spend christmas over here so yaaa. but anyways christmas is 2morrow! im happy..o and 2morrow its also gonna be 3 months for me and michael = ) k well n e ways..drue..i juss wanted to say i luv u so much and i hope things work out for you in utah! imma write u alott. im gonna miss u so much! ill never forget u <333
- nuthing is that great if its not worth fighting for...
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[05 Dec 2004|08:14pm] |
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this week was funnnnn.
friday- it was half day..then janalee came overr after skool..then elie and chyna came over at like 4 and then we hungout n went 2 the movies at like 7 and watched finding neverland and then came bak and chilled at my house n janalee and nancy sleptover.
saturday- woke upp and then got ready and went out 2 lunch n then came bak and hungout at my house and then i went 2 janalees house and i sleptover.
sunday- i left janalees at like 4 and then janalee came bak 2 my house...and rite now were eating ice cream!! WERE GETTING HYPER!! its GOnna BE A FUN NITe!! lol anywayss i gotta go so ttyl Bye!! <333
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[30 Nov 2004|09:31pm] |
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wow..i havent updated in a while. theres really nuthin 2 sayy actually...i guess skools goin alright. me and michael have been 2gether for 2 months and 5 days! = ) anyways britt and nicole..its been soo funn hangin wit u guys..we need to hangout again sooon! alrite? xoxoxox <333
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last nite- football game..we won! after that i went 2 daceys for a lil n then i came home n got grounded cuz of sume stuff that happened. so today i went to claim jumper n we had a lil party 4 biancas b day. it was pretty funn..then i came home and ive been home..im not allowed 2 go out but 2morrow hopefully i can hangout wit janalee n roxanne n sum other ppl..but yea ill update later bout wat happened on halloween! kk bye <3
i hate it wen u want sumthing so bad n then once u get it..its just watever to u and u take advantage of it n then once u lose it u regret everythin n you want it bakk..ugh
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| yup yup ! |
[17 Oct 2004|09:52pm] |
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my weekenddd..
friday was half dayy so i just went home n then i went 2 the movies wit dacey at like 7..and drue breanne lina jessica bianca were there 2. so me dacey jessica bianca n lina went and saw friday night lights n drue n breanne went into another movie. then after the movie we hungout wit justin shyan n joseph for a lil n then i got picked up at like 10 n me and nancy n cassie went to andys house till like 12 30. then nancy sleptover...then (saturday) we woke up went 2 the mall early like at 11 n bought sume clothes n then we were all ready to go 2 the football game but our ride never showed up so we didnt go..n then janalee came over after n we went out 2 eatt n just came bak 2 my house..n then janalee left n i went 2 nancys house! me and cassie n justin hungout there n then me and cassie left around like 12. then today (sunday) i had sume guest overr n dar n andy were over 2 ..so ya ive been wit them all dayy and yea thats bout itt <33
congrats jon n brittney !
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| . . my weekend . . |
[10 Oct 2004|08:09pm] |
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my weekend was pretty funn..
friday i went to richelles surprise party ! lots of juniors n ppl were there..it was pretty cool n then i sleptover roxannes house wit janalee..i was so tired! then the next day (saturday) i just chilled at roxannes house n janalee was there 2..we went around places..it was funn..then they dropped me off at like 4 30 n i started gettin ready for the football game! brittney danielle n jon came over n then we all went to the game..we lost = ( but thats okk we'll try to do better next time lol but yea then after the game..dacey brittney jon n danielle came over 2 my house n they didnt leave till like 11. it was funn! i luv brittney..shes so funny! but anyways yea then like 5 min after they left..nancy sloat n kristin came over n cassie was with them 2..and then around like 1 levinson and steve came over..they stayed till like 2 or 2 30 n nancy n kristin sleptover..then today (sunday) i just hungout wit nancy n kristin and dar came over 2..so they went out wit dar and i wasnt ready so i stayed home and i was gonna go 2 the mall but my mom got pissed at me so i had to stay home. how funn! but ya thats my weekend..soo yea ill ttyl then.. luv ya bye bye!
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[02 Oct 2004|12:49am] |
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hey..yeah 2nite we went to cleveland to see the hcs football game but it got canceled soo we made plans n went to the moviess at like 8. me drue hadar janalee roxanne jon brittany jessica lina bianca miki richelle robin cassie erica nancy levinson sloat n other ppl were there too. me jessica bianca lina roxanne janalee drue hadar n miki watched sharktale..haha it was funny..then after that i waited outside till some ppl left and then i went bak in the movies cuz janalee n them were seeing the forgotten so i went bak and saw the rest of that. it was freakyy. yea then we got picked up at like 12 n dropped erica off and now nancys here..shes sleeping overr so yeah ill ttyl then..its so cold rite now! ah im freezingg.. anyways yea luv ya bye lol
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| my weekendd! |
[26 Sep 2004|12:41pm] |
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kk well this weekend has been pretty crazyy.
friday- it was half day and i went home at like 1 and then around like 2 dacey came 2 pick me up and we went 2 his house..his house is nice! his room is pretty nice 2 haha..but anyways ya we juss watched tv n hungout n then his cuzin n his friend came over n around like 6 we went 2 the movies n met up wit drue and breanne. we saw a little bit of napoleon dynamite and mr.3000 and then after that i didnt have a ride home so i went bak to daceys house at like 10 30 n stayed there trying to look for a ride...and then his brother took me home so i got home at like 11 30 my parents were all pissed at me cuz they said i lied to them n stuff. so wen i got home cassie nancy nancys friend n erika went out at like 12 and i couldnt go cuz i got grounded. which suxx but i had funn!
saturday- woke upp..nancy and her friend sleptover so we got ready n went 2 the football game after like halftime lol n alot of ppl were there like kyle jon joseph shyan matt chris cameron billy dallas and dustin n some other ppl so after the game dar dropped me nancy cassie nancys friend n erika at the mall and we got like pedicures and then later saw a movie n joseph shyan justin roxanne jessica jon kyle cameron n dustin met up wit us..and then drue n hadar came 2. so yeaa we hungout n then later that nite kazcor lemus justin clark n kunal came over..and then a few min later jon and his friend gabe came over for a lil bit then they left n we hungout wit kazcor and them till like 1 30..it was pretty fun i guess. then we came home and my mom was pissed off again! soo ya then nancy n her friend sleptover again..
sunday- nancy and her friend left around like 11..my moms all mad at my dad n there like fighting..my dads thinking of moving out for a few days. there always fighting..they never agree on anything! but wateverr 2day im prolly juss gonna stay home n work on my 10 page report for english! = ( ...so ya imma go ..luv yaa bye bye
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| wednesdayy..! |
[22 Sep 2004|09:38pm] |
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heyy..im bored so imma update.. okay well skools okkayy but im still missin everyonee = ( its wateverr! ya and 2nite i went 2 youth group wit drue dallas sandy jon and brittany..o ya and preston was there. after that we hungout at in n outt! jon ate 2 burgerss..he could do that everyday and still not get fat! its not fairr..lol but yeaa i dunno..things r confusing for me rite now becuz of sum " stuff " but watever im always confusedd! anyways yeaa imma go noww ill update on...FRIDAy..okayy luv ya byebye
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[18 Sep 2004|11:27pm] |
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hey guyss lastnite i went 2 the kennedy game around 8 wit nancy cassie n lina..and we met up wit jon n brittany there! there was alot of hott guys there! then around like 9 15 brittanys mom picked me nancy cassie lina n jon upp and took us 2 michaels house! hehe i like him alott = )..but ya we juss hungout n watched a moviee. it was pretty funn! he had like 3 friends overr. lina was soo hyper, she would not stop talkingg n dacey kept throwing the pillow at her haha..sooo then my mom picked us up at like 11 15 n we came home..and nancy sleptover! then around like 12 30 dar and paul came over..we juss hungout outside. we had to like sneak out of the house so my mom wouldnt hear us lol it took us forever to open the door cuz i didnt want it 2 make noisee. so ya we went outside and bryan was awake..i could see his lights on so we started throwing rocks at his window but he didnt come out! soo ya then dar n paul left like an hr laterr. anyways ya 2day we were gonna go 2 the football game but we didnt have a ride so we picked up jon and went to citywalk around like 8. it was funn..we had dinner at the hard rock cafee and i saw that guy from win a date wit tad hamilton! hes soo cute! soo ya we walked around n got picked up at like 10 30..yup yup well thats bout itt. ttyl i luv you!
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.. skool is going ok i guess. im kinda getting used to it now. im getting use to goin 2 skool n not seeing the ppl that were there last yr. i still miss them alott tho but its getting better. i hope this yrs gonna b funn. i hope i still keep in touch with everyone. i think i like some1 but im not sure yet. hes cute tho = ) lina u noe who he iss lol! well thats all i gotta say..ill update another time luv ya!!!
Who can I trust when people dont seem to be who they are?..Who can I run to when there is no one else to run to?..Who can I feel safe with when things are darker than they seem and it seems you cant be safe where ever you go?..Who can I just be myself around?..Who can hold me tight in their arms when my world is fallin apart before my very eyes?..all I want is someone to fill my heart and please say that someone is you.
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| my weekendd! |
[11 Sep 2004|07:31pm] |
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*friday- movies wit drue breanne dj damian n david. we also saw bianca jessica dustin n joseph..o yea and alex was there wit his friends.
*saturday- i went to the football gamee wit lina! i saw cameron jon camille dallas n matt n the cheerleaders ofcourse. = ) and 2nite im goin to my cuzins grad partyy! fun funn..
*sunday- i did some homework, and i had to walk to skool to get a book n i made lina come wit me! hehe and then around 6 i went 2 the mall wit dj damian piddy n daniel. it was pretty fun i guess,then i got picked up at 9 and now im gettin ready for skool 2morrow! so yaa ttyll byee
* dont say u dont luv him,
if u cant let him goo *
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[06 Sep 2004|08:40pm] |
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hungout wit janalee 2dayy. she came overr and we went 2 in N out n then chilled at home..fun fun! then we went shopping for skool supplies. ahh skools 2morrow, hopefully its gonna b good! <33
** thanx for trying to stop me from crying by saying we will be something..I realized in my time away your falling for her more and more everyday..we*ll never be together again..and now i*m left here alone trying to keep myself from crying in the dark every nite..but it ends up i*ve been crying on the inside from the beginning knowing that I will lose you to someone else **
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[04 Sep 2004|11:36pm] |
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movies 2nite again..i was gonna go see a movie wit my gma but she didnt wanna see one so she ended up droppin off me and cassie n then we hungout wit drue hadar dj damian and we saw piddy and miki. it was pretty fun i guess. it was watever. soo yea thats bout it.
- i luv u drue and i hope everythings okayy. im always here 4 u no matter wat! i luv you!! -
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| fridayy!! |
[03 Sep 2004|10:33pm] |
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movies 2nite with drue dj breanne cassie n patrick. we saw miki and jessica dixx and we hungout wit forest and cory towards the end of the nite. hahaha it was funn!! well thats bout all i did 2dayy. ill update 2morrow! luv yah <33
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yea so i went to the meet the teacher nite thing 2day and yesterday. ugh i have no classes wit drue! i might drop a class so i get have one wit her. i saw no hott guys..there better b new hott guys or im gonna b mad! lol anywayz i got my hair done 2dayy. its like darker wit sum gold highlights, its not as light as before tho but its cute i guess. <3
. i heart you! .
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stayed home..been bored alll day! fun huh?
im gettin my hair done on thursday! yay!
ryan cabrera is so cute!! = )
comment if u agree wit me!
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